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A few days ago, at about 2 o'clock in the morning, I was mugged. The sort of thing I wished would never happen to me had at last happened. Unexpectedly. Without any premonition or warning. But that didn't keep me off the hook. The world, after all, isn't safe to live in. Especially Manila.
 
A few hours after such traumatic incident, I was busy relaying the story to friends and loved ones. Like a malfunctioning disc, repeating everything. In no time, my inbox got flooded with responses that showed surprise, empathy, sympathy and consolation. I was thankful because, for a while, I forgot to grieve. Recounting the story was, in some way, cathartic. But like any other nightmares, it keeps me dreadful at night. They tell me I'll eventually forget about it. I hope that's true because each time I think about it, I could feel a rumbling in my stomach that makes me sick. A friend suggested that one way of forgetting is not to think about it. Yeah right. The problem however is I don't know how to do that.
 
I find it oddly funny to realize now that what made me cry that night wasn't the fear of being held at a gunpoint. In fact, perhaps due to shock, the sight of the criminal's knife hardly scared me. It's the loss of something not too valuable but nevertheless a part of me. It's also the feeling of being betrayed. You see, I've been taking the same route on my way to work for as long as I can remember and nothing terrible like that had happened to me. It's like you've been made to believe that everything is okay but in the end, you got screwed. So you cry, you think about the unfairness of it all and you cry even harder.
 
Seconds after the criminals scampered away with my bag and the other passenger's belongings, I began sobbing like a child whose toy got snatched by a bully. I was reminded of that movie in which the victim sought revenge after a rather hostile hold-up that led to her loved one's death. I thought about learning taekwondo or karate. I thought about buying a tear gas. I contemplated about what karma has in store for those criminals. I thought about what had I done to deserve such mishap.
 
It's one of those funny pervesities of human psychology that we try hard to find out why something terrible has to happen. A friend thought it must be the incorrect position of the stars in the constellation. I don't believe in destiny but when this kind of thing happens, you tend to think about all the possibilities however stupid they seem because you want justification to somehow get retribution.
 
A year from now, I'd be fully recovered from shock and fear. Two years from now, I'll reminisce this story with a grin. But I'd probably never forget that once in my life I've realized how feeble I was to defend myself and I'd never feel safe again riding in a public jeepney during night time. If anything, this experience reinforced the illusion that something good will about to happen to me. A rather lame way of consoling myself but that's how, I think, I'd manage to get over this.


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7/1/2009 1:29:38 PM
Name max 
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Comments I agree to be mugged is bad luck.
When i taught at UE long ago. I had
to walk to rrecto, then quezon blvd.
I guy approached me said: "brod, i
need P5 to go back to Los Banos"
since, i had los banos brods, i gave him the monies. Then a few days afterwards the same guy was begging for monies in highway 54,
He did not threaten my with harm,
he was very charming about it,
max
 

7/28/2009 7:46:18 AM
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Comments Ryan,

I am so sorry for you.

They will get their comeuppance.
 

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